Realizing That Yes I'm Addicted To Carbs I Walk Past Donuts

I realized that 'yes' I'm addicted to carbs. When I walk past donuts at a gas station and my whole body reacts still. On top of it, I'm back in a fast so all I have sparkling water and black tea until noon tomorrow. But I need to hold these 22 hours fast to bust through a stagnant period I'm in. I've done this before I've lost 90lbs. I have 10-15 to go. That's it. I will do this even if I'm internally crying while my fiance and kids eat Popeyes chicken. The picture is me at my heaviest 250ish and me now 155 lbs